i am a
distraction,i am a
entertainer,i am a
joker,i am
never serious,i am
never loved,i am
never freed,i am
always smiling,i am
always aloof,
i am
always helpful.All this adds up to who i am,am i going to change myself for the sake of others?doing this might make others accept me,but would i then be truly happy?asking myself these questions each day is becoming such a chore. Since people feel that my words are always not important. is it actually neccessary for me to voice them out? When i project an image of craziness towards others to make both parties de-stress..is that really neccessary as well? did i live long enough to make a difference to this world. So much so that if i am never born, some people would be living differently right now? Am i really unique or just an attention seeker? Being the joke of the century to my friends bring laughter but is that really my true self? Who am i really? i guess no one is this world includng myself knows this particular answer. the qualities that make up who i am can be both good or bad depending on the angle u look at. i can be cool as ice or warm like fire towards the people around me. is that really fair to my friends?
i just hope i have made a difference in this world...this is just a thought of mine i believe most of you people out there in this cold-hearted and cruel world would question who you really are as well. but i won`t believe you if u have never question yourself ` who am i?` if you did not, congratulations on you able to find your true self and be gracefully accepted by the society.
friend @ [Anne]