still confused..i dunno why am i happy or why am i sad? dun feel like smiling. but i have to make myself smile. who am i? what am i? just a passer-by to most people. a crazy person who is not important at all. will i ever be able to impact anyone life? once i thought of the coming year i feel down. do i realli wanna leave my frens? i haven`t drop a tear since the 7 nov. i haven't let my emotions out yet. i wanna cry badly. i wanna let them out b4 it swallow me whole. thats all i am saying. but do i have a way other than the old method i use?